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whoever tagged me in a post and then deleted it i hate you bc now i see this

but theres nothing new there and it wont go away now

"

i’m afraid of
outer space
and burning myself
drowning
not being able to breathe
heights
and how i can feel my heart in my stomach on roller coasters

i’m afraid of
the dark
and going to unfamiliar places alone
airplanes
throwing up
crying in front of people
and how i can feel my heart break in my chest when i get lonely

but i’m most afraid
of being without you
because i can feel my veins burning
and i cant breathe
my heart drops to my stomach
and everywhere i go without you
feels unfamiliar to me because nothing feels like home when you’re not there
and i’ve been crying in front of people
and throwing up when i think too much
and feeling my heart break in my chest

oh god, i’m so scared

"

things im afraid of

You can still finish what you started. You’ve always been so hard on yourself and doubt what you’re capable of. You - we - can do this but only if you’re kind to yourself and stop questioning your strength. Stop holding yourself back. It kills me.

Anonymous: I lost my chapstick and my lips are all chapped what do I do

I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THIS ONE YOU NEED TO CALL THE POLICE OR PUT SOME LOTION ON YOUR LIPS OR SOME SHIT THIS ONE IS TOO BIG FOR ME TOO HANDLE

Anonymous: i had a dream last night that the boy i like was kissing a girl i know. she used to be my best friend but she was always mean and we aren't friends anymore, but we do theatre together and she always bigger roles than me. the boy i like is really mean to me and treats me like dirt but i think i'm in love with him. i used to be popular but now i'm always known as "___'s friend" instead of my own person. i feel like no one thinks i'm important except me, but i'm starting to doubt it too

Wow there’s like 12 different things I want to say to you so I am going to say them. 

  • Dreams don’t mean anything. I know we like to think that they do but really, they don’t. I mean, it probably means that’s something you’re worried about (either consciously or subconsciously) but that doesn’t mean that they’re going to be together or anything. 
  • I’m proud of you for not being friends with her anymore. Nobody has time for shit friends.
  • JUST BECAUSE SHE GETS BIGGER ROLES DOES NOT MEAN ANYTHING. That doesn’t necessarily mean you’re no good at theater, I bet you’re really really great. Maybe she just fits the characters better, you know? 
  • DO NOT LET A BOY TREAT YOU LIKE DIRT
  • DO
  • NOT
  • LET
  • A
  • BOY
  • TREAT
  • YOU
  • LIKE
  • DIRT
  • EVEN IF YOU LOVE HIM
  • ESPECIALLY IF YOU LOVE HIM
  • A boy that is worth your time and your love is not going to treat you like dirt.
  • I think you’re important
  • Don’t you ever let yourself think that you don’t matter because you do. A lot. Ok? 
  • I’m going to leave you with an important quote because I like quotes. "Stop letting people who do so little for you control so much of your mind."
Anonymous: Your posts always make me feel happy no matter what. I understand you're going through a hard time but everyone is here for you. Whatever happened you should do absolutely everything you can to make yourself happy. Everyone here loves you.

I’m glad I’m able to make you happy. I’m working on finding things to make myself happy, really. That’s just always been something that’s been difficult for me though so maybe that will take some time. Thank you for being so kind to me baby but not everyone loves me, not even close. I love you though.

say anything you want to me

Anonymous: sorry i didn't have the right words to say when you were hurting.

Oh

say anything you want to me